My one allotted day of feeling sorry for myself has passed. I woke up this morning to a beautiful sunshiny day, took a deep breath and smiled! Shit happens and this is my shit and boy is it happening. I may very well have to deal with this the rest of my life but one day I just may get lucky and it won’t come back…I suppose I should live on the positive side of life. True the end result could be the same but I will be happier in the process so that makes it worth it! Life can suck, life can be unfair but life is also what you make it! No more lying on the couch feeling sorry for myself, my happiness is important to me and I am going to do every little thing I can to be happy every moment I can.
Truth is life is too short, I learned this when I had so many family members pass. I hate that I have to spend so much of my time at work but like most things in life it is just temporary. All I can do is make the best of the things I cannot change; like work and my tumors.