The diagnosis is in, it is official—I’m on medication. I fought a hard battle not to have any mental
illness but I have lost. Depression runs strong in my family; parents, siblings
and cousins all suffer from it. This social anxiety I’m not sure when it
started but it got worse recently. I was shy as a child; could that have been
the start of it?
I am ready now. I am ready to get better; I am ready to feel
better! The future is bright once again—with this help I will make it out of
the dark clouds that seemed to have moved in and never left. I am so excited to
feel happy again! 2-6wks she said it would take to start feeling the good vibes
but until then I have my instant sunshine pill that get me through.
I feel…..like I am able to breathe again. The tightness, aggravation
and worry are gone. It is so nice to know I am on the road to recovery!
Everything is going to be alright….it really is!
*Ivy is going to grow and be a wonderful healthy dog.
*Duste is going to get called back and hired on when the time
is right for us.
*I will get to leave my job.
Every day I will put one foot in front of the other getting
me a step closer. I will take a deep breath and enjoy my life one moment at a
time….because everything is going to be alright!